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Name: Will
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 4/6/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: hanging out, The beach, looking at nature *such a nerd*, gaming sometimes, talking, talking, scootering to many miles, being crazy but being me :P
Expertise: Talking
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  fishyfishy2k
Member Since:
8/30/2005
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| Dont u think its great when u have a new outlook on life that makes u
smile. And u want to share it with everyone but u know u cant because
their pain is so hard to understand. And then suddenly u remember ur
own pain. Then u find out happiness like pain can be spread so easily.
Man that sucks so bad. saying something happy spreads happiness. but
saying something sad spreads sadness. maybe theres something obvious
there but sometimes i dont see the obviousness of it all.
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| Its been a while but damnit it deserves a new post. Alot has happened
lately i just wont talk about :). i want to dedicate xanga to something
new. something i find alot more interesting. I think everyday living
through life there is a new story even short or long i think its
interesting i think everyday ill write a little story of the day todays
is sad.
Well i was up in my room just listening to music and myspacing.
Suddenly my mom calls me downstairs to see something in the news paper.
I look at it with a awe. I see a picture of what seems to be a battered
little chinese boy. But what was he really? my mom explained he was a 3
year old chinese boy who had been kidnapped in the park one day.
Kidnappers in china are cruel and the cruelty im about to share seems
so unreasonable and very explicit. First off from the picture the most
obvious wound is the missing hand. Kidnappers in china will make one
beg on the street for money and if there wasnt enough money that day
they would cut u up in order to make u seem more useless so people will
pity u. Its like ur the epitomy of sorrow and the kidnappers are
exploiting the sadness one feels as they see this kid and no matter how
wrong it is theres not much that can be done in that situation. Sounds
so easy to fix but so much tougher than u can imagine if uve never been
to china you would never understand why this could happen. Well as we
move into deeper wounds the child had deep cigarette burns in his
thighs and burns. His privates had been cut in half and testicales were
cut off and sewn back on and then cut off again. You wonder. Why your
parents hold ur hand soo tight when u were young.
Then my mom said when she was in china a little chinese boy with
no legs walking on his hands HANDS was smiling and being happy as if
nothing had happened to him asking for money at a taxi station. What
would u do. What would i do. I just dont know.
Things like that just make me want to do something somehow.
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| | If you didn't catch it the first time the password to this xanga is my japanese name |
I dont private post very often at all but i guess i will start too
maybe if i choose too there isnt that much i would like to talk about
there. It may go into more dept but I will say on these post when i do
post a private for the convenience.
Its been raining hard today so i guess I wont be going to the track
meet tomoz. Its raining pretty hard tonite i know haha. The rain just
reminds me of a few things tho. HAha RAIN RAIN! haha. Mainly it reminds
me of the time when I got in trouble in elementary school for running
out in the rain haha. I had to write sentences about how i shouldnt run
out in the rain like a billion times. THAT SUCKED so bad haha. rawr.
Elementary school. I guess ill write about my early years to you guys.
:D something interesting for all you avid readers.
Okie i guess ill start where it really began.
IN HONGKONG! :P. Well i Remember i was a very curious and wild boy at
that age. I was very carefree and open i felt like i could just be free
and happy. I went to 3 different kindergartens in Hongkong Im not sure
why but it was fun. I had a nap time and school was from 8-6. i know it
was REALLY long but it was fun. I remember I would always try to find a
way to get away from school but id always fail hah. O yea did i say i
didnt learn english except for my ABCs.... So i had to learn my ABCs
when i came back but u know w/e. Well it goes on for a while I remember
nap time when the teachers walked out of the room we would get up and
throw paper airplanes and stuff haha we were such bad lil kids. We had
uniforms too i remember the uniforms werent very cool though hahaha. I
dont remember this but when i was a kid i would go up to ppl with my
water bottle and liek brag about it cause i thought it was so cool. And
id go up to random ppl and ask DO u know what this is?!?!? ITS A WATER
BOTTLE OMG.... ITS SO KOOL . My grandma gave it to me :D .... Isnt it
kool :D. haha can u imagine me doing that cause i so can haha that
sounds so great.. . hahaThen i came back to aMerica. You know just from
this experience i really understand the pain a child can go through
moving all the time especially since it can really hurt them. haha I
hope i dont have to move much and keep my kid in one kid cause change
is pretty scary thought if you really think about it :\. It was like
tracey moving away i was REALLY scared that id never see her again but
it was probably worst as a fact for her i dunno she didnt really show
it too much but i can imagine the horriblness i guess. Anyway i came
back to America and life so much began for school. I dont really count
china as a time of schooling i count ever since i started in america!
:P.
RAwr lets move on shall we so it bega. I came back to America after
like a year in hong kong and i had no english on belt. LETs go to
school woo!. See now this is the funny story I was actually ahead in
school when i was in china so when i came to america i was actually
suppose to go to first grade, however Because of my lack of english I
MEAN LACK when they asked me what my name is during a interview I
couldnt say it cause i didnt understand the words coming out of their
mouths :D haha. Hilarious ehh? haha. I would be a Junior rite now if i
passed that thing though haha. Yesh all you sophmores would have a dull
dull life without will haha jk jk. Anyway it continues on So i go to
kindergarten rite now. THere i meet i forget who but i had Mrs.
Johnson. I remember Alex , GRant , James, and some other people. And i
do Remember this one girl Ariel Delpinto JeESUS she was so annoying in
kindergarten. Even somone who couldnt understand english could
understand GOD SHES SO ANNOYINg. Well when i was in kindergarten i took
the bus to school my grandma would walk me to the bus stop every
morning there was somone else there but i didnt really know them. I
remember the bus man knew me really good though he was really nice to
me :). I thoguht the school was really far away on that bus all the
time. When i went home it was the same thing my grandma would come to
pick me up haha. I remember REcess the most! I would play Hand ball and
i was too scared to climb the dome thingy and like other things cause i
was a scared lil asian then. haha. Also i remember Shawn Coleman we
were okie friends. I also remember les see what else I got really
scared of the Santa ana wind one day and i didnt go to school cause i
was scared haha. I know how funny ehh haha. I remember going to ESLR
classses cause i could only speak chinese and i slowly learned english
i forget how though.That was kindergarten!you know this was the only
time i was probably happy in elementary school. once i think about it .
I was lucky. Kids are mean they make fun of different people like me i
came as a FOB i cant blame them i was different it was strange to
them... and being me i wasnt helping it much.
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| So finally got a temporary new thing cause i thought the other one
didnt look that nice :P i hope you all like it. So i canceled my
account on myspace , but that doesnt seem to be working out very well
so yea i guess tahts okie though itll eventually go away.
Anyway, doesnt it suck that we all dont have time cause of school now.
Its been really pressing down on all of us especially will cause he has
track .... I hope i dont have to go to Brea this Saturday if it rains
im not going for sure apparently so i hope it does so i have my
saturday back. Then sunday have the breakfast thing :D haha. Mang math
is hard it pisses me off.. Our teacher doesnt teach everything that is
necessary for us to solve everythign sometimes rawr its horrible...
haha.
O yea this saturday if i dont go to track meet i apparently go getta
look at some new cell phones yay. HAha thats rite WIll WITH A
phone thats amazing i know isnt it haha.
I wish i was rich. Then i would buy a big house. hahai wish i had a big
house. but then i dunno what i would put in it really. but i just stil
want a big house. haha its just one of those thigns i just feel like i
want at this very moment. i know weird i am.
Leave your name here and...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a color that associates with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours.
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| So I looked the whole day for a high and mighty layou but i couldnt
find one so i stole one from some random place that had the closest
thing sorry its so pink ill change it eventually. haha. ill post tomoz
cause tired today :D
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